Sometimes, I am just to sick to write–I apologize to you, the future reader.

After five years or so of gang stalking-the constant attempts to set me up in crimes, or the arrests that were informed by the DICE database–that database informed by everything BUT my side of the facts–and that which pathetically serves as every beat cops first point of reference-a de facto”guide” to know who to harass, overcharge, or otherwise defame and slander in the official record, based on what other bitter, inaccurate, and under informed law enfarcers say abut targeted individuals –I was worn thin.

And, the next ten years or so of gang stalking and break ins, attempted setups, tasers in my back, beatings in the alley behind my own home ( on tape, just for YOU when the time comes) and other mind chemical altering violations of basic human rights and basic Constitutional law documented here and elsewhere (really, the record of laws was always there for them to refer to–but cops HATE the law more than any other species of ape–have you ever ever met a cop who loves the law, or the Constitution? I haven’t-they always bitch about what an obstacle historic law is–unless THEY are defendants.)) pissed me off and otherwise altered and reformed my basic love of humanity–my basic belief in American law as a total answer to the problems of society/ies.

Not once ws I ever asked–with witness immunity-what the real facts are. And criminals–actual criminals who violated the persons and the precepts of a well informed, well policed, well being centered society–were allowed to run free from charge, becuase American police are cowards, and accomplices of a well engineered, liberally oiled mechanism that relies upon Nazi psychological control and MKULTRAtion that negates proper oversight of law enforcement, and of human rights  which depend from the proper police authority to properly investigate, and control local crimes–after all, quotas depend upon rhetorical crimes rather thean actual ones’ and hypothetical ‘predictive and possible” crimes rather than real ones.

American law is a farce–and law is NOT the answer, because at the highest levels of law interpretation, SCOTUS has abandoned law as written in favor of purchased power that in and of itself is the most hideous and insidious form of judicial activism–feeling the pinch of the American conundrum, the court believes: America cannot survive–legitimate democracy cannot survive, because corporate interests, and foreign powers who “buy in” to our democracy and judicial opinion (SCOTUS is the bitch of powerful international capitalists who leverage our rights),  and police state mechanisms that act as security theater, and quasi-legal arms of ‘the law’ while dehumanizing Americans against a backdrop of wealthy foreigners who ‘wish to be Americans,”cannot survive the actual will of the people–the demos part of democracy that believes in freedom, versus leveraged freedom, i.e. “privilege” which is actually mere fascism. So, documentation of your own personal reality IS the answer, but only if activated  in the collective sense–documentation of : who, how, why, what,when and where these odd, crazy making things happen to any one of us, and thus, to all of us–can we force them to answer for their crimes against US:

1) who have you seen doing things to you, or others near you? Describe them in records as best you can–because the secret programs depend upon you NOT documenting the faces, heights, features, and behaviors of those who are stalking you. They depend on this because some of them–the GS flunkies, et al, do illegal things–and the cops who use them as informants or as HUMINT rely on the possibility that you cannot describe these people–these people who do illegal things in your life, and then, when and if the cops et al try to make a case, they always deny that these GS exist–and they deny your acxtual experiences of observing them in action, causing you to appear to be out of your mind, or otherwise disenfranchised from you acytual expereience with the new policing methods that I call “law enfarcement.” Have no fear–I am not crazy–the East German Stasi did theses things as well, as did Mao, and Hitler–oh: and America has done them al along, with programs like COINTELPRO, or McCarthy era illegality. .

2) how did they do it, in your best words? You don’t have to be technically correct–but you should do your best to document in your own words how things happen to you.

3)why do you think they are happening to you? This one is tricky, because gang stalkers and their affiliated police enablers really want to hear “al about it,” not because they will enforce the law, but because they will try their best to ‘work around’ your own personal narrative of these types of events, and try their best to slant the “story” against you. They will NOT try to investigate your own claims, nor will they try to vindicate you in any way–because by now you are a target, and the actual guilty parties, or actual ‘bad actors’ will be ammunition against you, and your memories of events.

So, most often it is best to keep the “why”–the legal rationale behind what is happening to you–to yourself, and your lawyer/s, and other trusted persons. These will serve as your witnesses should they ever bring charges upon you.

4) What did they do? Don’t be afraid to document everything–and especially document the “paranoid” and the “unrealistic” incidents or  memories, or observations. Here’s why: because what they are doing is, by design, trying to hurt you–and to make you appear as if it is ” all in your head”.  This gives them ammunition to further discredit you, or otherwise make you look ‘crazy’ and/or appear to be unreliable in your testimony, should it ever be required. But a word of caution: because they do SO MANY THINGS like break into your homes and leave your TV on or off, turn your radio stations to music that you would never listen to; tip items in your home upside down; leave strange smells and odors in your house; move furniture around; turn security cameras on or off; delete security camera footage to make it appear as if your devices are working incorrectly(this APPLIES to al devices in your home–I personally have had to buy new toasters, new toilets, and so forth because they sabotaged the ones I had)–bt document it, because the time, the day, the hour, the season are all things that they employ to corrupt your narrative–and to make you appear as if you are out of your mind.

But in the end? the records you keep could prove that it IS happening, if for no other reason than that when the time comes, their own records will reveal a “coincidence” with your own-the tip of the ICEberg of proof that courts require to validate or invalidate your “insanity” or your “criminality” based in GS records and falsified “evidence.”

5) When do these things occur? The current gang stalking paradigm is PREDICTABLE, and only your documentation can prove this. In my case, they try to set me up in some crime every spring and every fall–spring is their favorite time to charge me with false charges, or try to create a case based on incursions into my home, my workplaces, or other personal environs. Spring, i.e. “the Ides of March,” has been their playground in my personal life for decades–as the record will and does show.

I have been assaulted for decades in this same time frame, or otherwise accused of crimes during the March period–and they especially target me starting on the 13th of these months, but there are subtle variations, like certain “cases” they start begin in February, and last till April, or May–the most infamous of them officiated itself on Mothers Day, 1993! And this is no small fact indeed: Mothers Day was begun in America under  circumstances that protested war, and was later co-opted to essentialy mean that mothers are honorable of they send sons off to war!! What hypocrisy-what nefarious methods of propaganda do we listen to?

The Amercian war machine– Hitler himself awarded mothers special honors for giving sons to the international war machine.

Put another way, in spring they start their setups, and in fall they decide whether they have a “case” or not.Then–in either season–they try to “drive” me mentally. This behavior spans decades in my personal life (suddenly I am on 7  13 second delay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! When I write a word or two, the words do not register on my blog-the place where you are looking right now–for seven seconds! And this, just after I publish this fact that you just read!!!!!!!!!!

Well–tired now-worn even thinner. Iprobably weigh ten pounds right now-and these types–they are all really FAT-you will see that I am not lying when the time comes. They are like, 350 pound behemoths, with piggy looking faces–you know the look, like fat faced little pigs blowing your house down.

Oh, wait: the WOLF is supposed to do that, right? But American law enfarcers have that covered–you need not fear the wolf, but in its place fear–deeply fear the Fabian socialists from Poland, and the old pre-Hitler Germany, and their spawn. You will see that it is these, allied with the “black-faced blacks” of America who have refined Hitler like even Goebbels never could…..

These days they are multi racial, as opposed to when it began some two plus decades ago, with a big pig stepping on my toes.

Personal notes:

When I tried to publishg this, the whole post went to WP’s auto save, and my last few words were cut off–but, unlike in the oast, when I wrote from clean conections devoid of direct wiretapping or re-routing, this never happened/s. Only when I am on their “backbone” with their wiretaps and crippled by their surveillance does this occur.

About Mothers Day: As I wrote up there, one of the defining events of my life began on Mothers Day, 1993.  The event itself was traumatic, and left me scared in ways that I have as yet found words to describe–but simply, I was falsely accused of a crime by someone who themselves was a deviant and insidious criminal–the old “if I throw shit at you first, they will believe me” game.

And, because I live in a police state, there is no shortage of cops looking to be heros–and they did what cops do: they reacted according to the prevailing stereotypes of the day, and took one persons word at face value, and began that day the assault on the integrity of my own narrative–tried to use truth in the most deviant and twisted of ways in order to fit their agendas–and to inflate a statistic tat gave this state federal dollars. They use XXX  word against mine–because that is what cops do.

And they left XXXXX to suffer and to become less than they could have been–in short, they XXXXX, in their quest to ‘normalize’ them.

And this Mothers day was literally as tragic comedy of illegal activity by citizens AND police in cold collusion–who began their decades long assault on the truth, and on me personally that day.

Historically, Mothers day was conceived to celebrate women, and the children that they mothered, as well as the husbands who fathered with them.

Julia Ward Howe: a contradiction of motherhood’s noble intents, or a hypocrite?

Julia Ward Howe- who had ironically written the Battle Hymn of the Republic, became so distraught with the carnage of the blood soaked Civil War that she wrote the words below–a protest to Mothers sons being used by state powers to kill other mothers sons.

She wrote

We will not have great questions decided by irrelevant agencies,
Our husbands shall not come to us reeking of carnage,
For caresses and applause.
Our sons shall not be taken from us to unlearn
All that we have been able to teach them of 
charity, mercy and patience.”

(the rest of her ode is at the bottom of this page)

Now that’s irony indeed–a sort of chickens NOT coming home to roost with the mother hen–that hen distraught and traumatized by her own belief in te righteousness of war; whose husbands and sons were being used as cannon fodder–used as bullet bait by internationalist powers to generate capital in war profiteering–Ms. Howe had had enough. The most ironic of it all is how the system uses women on one hand as spokespersons for the righteousness of police and state power, and on the other, demonizes them should they step away from the battle in protest.

So, Ms. Howe, the  woman who PUT HER FOOT DOWN AND SAID ENOUGH IS ENOUGH of using our loved ones this way, was soundly persecuted, as was her daughter, because they believed in PEACE.

Police and police states do NOT believe in peace–and on Mothers Day 1993, I watched XXXXX and XXXXX marched of to their first internment camp, to be indoctrinated, and where the police state began the indoctrination of their minds to hate the people places and things that represent peace.

Arise, then, women of this day!
Arise all women who have hearts,
Whether your baptism be that of water or of tears
Say firmly:
“We will not have great questions decided by irrelevant agencies,
Our husbands shall not come to us reeking of carnage,
For caresses and applause.
Our sons shall not be taken from us to unlearn
All that we have been able to teach them of 
charity, mercy and patience.
“We women of one country
Will be too tender of those of another country
To allow our sons to be trained to injure theirs.”
From the bosom of the devastated earth a voice goes up with 
Our own. It says, “Disarm, Disarm!”
The sword of murder is not the balance of justice!
Blood does not wipe out dishonor
Nor violence indicate possession.
As men have of ten forsaken the plow and the anvil at the summons of war.
Let women now leave all that may be left of home
For a great and earnest day of counsel.
Let them meet first, as women, to bewail and commemorate the dead.
Let them then solemnly take counsel with each other as to the means
Whereby the great human family can live in peace,
Each bearing after his own time the sacred impress, not of Caesar,
But of God.
In the name of womanhood and humanity, I earnestly ask
That a general congress of women without limit of nationality
May be appointed and held at some place deemed most convenient
And at the earliest period consistent with its objects
To promote the alliance of the different nationalities,
The amicable settlement of international questions.
The great and general interests of peace.

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